CROWN

You Can’t Get No Satisfaction

I think my mum has unrealistic expectation of me.

I work full time and have night classes and she complains about me spending so little time at home/ with her; When I have the time, I go out, when I’m home I’m studying. Hence, whenever she wants to talk to me (about the housing, about mortgage), it’s always the wrong timing. I mean seriously, there are so many times I’m so absolutely free and idling, but she doesn’t talk to me, but when I’m studying she’s ALWAYS, ALWAYS interrupting, failing to realise I’ve only 24 hours a day.

I mean seriously, what do people want? They want every fucking thing they can think of from you.

Don’t do this, don’t do that.

Don’t spend too much time outside home.

Don’t be late.

Don’t delay my work.

Don’t cuss (fucking fuck, fuck. there you go.)

Don’t spend too much money.

Don’t eat too much.

Don’t drink too much (as if I do. It’s only during festive season, for fuck’s sake.)

Don’t be a homo, because it’s unnatural, it’s against God’s will. Because Khong Jiao Wei pastor wrote a 7 fucking page long of column, because “We cannot condone it”. BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE. FUCK ALL THESE SHIT. 


Looking back, it’s easy to see when a mistake has been made… to regret a choice that seemed like a decent idea at the time. But if we used our best judgement and listened to our hearts, we are more likely to see that we chose wisely, and avoided the deepest, most painful regret of them all – the regret that comes from letting something amazing pass you by.

Meredith Grey'Take It Back'
(Season 10, Episode 13)


humansofspore:

"Is there something you’ve learned from fishing you can apply to real life?""Yes. Don’t take things too hard if it doesn’t go your way. There’s always plenty of other fish in the sea. And learn to let go. Because sometimes the fish might bite so hard that something breaks away. But that’s okay - you’re still alive aren’t you?"
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humansofspore:

"Is there something you’ve learned from fishing you can apply to real life?"
"Yes. Don’t take things too hard if it doesn’t go your way. There’s always plenty of other fish in the sea. And learn to let go. Because sometimes the fish might bite so hard that something breaks away. But that’s okay - you’re still alive aren’t you?"